NEMISES

  Nemises

I knew ever since u left, that I will miss u

First madly n badly, then the pain will ebb away

Slowly this phase of love n longing will pass

Not that I will cease loving u

If fact, I know, for days or months or years

Every man I meet will seem like u

Or I will try to find u in every guy

But no guy can be like u

In fact I don’t want anyone like u

All I want is u….ever…

How to be over u, will be my agenda

In trying to forget u

I will remember ur voice calling my name

Remember ur fingers caressing my hair

Sleeping soundly, knowing u r there…

As time passes I will realize u r no more there

Not in the room, not in the house

Neither in my life

And perhaps one day I will accept ur absence

That will b the day I will laugh loudly at my silliness

As I m crying now……